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09 February 2010 @ 11:17 pm
alan's leaving  


and today i was told by alan, today is the last class wif him. zzzzz his contracted has ended, and now he is leaving. gone. i had to say i got alittle upset when upon hearing that news. we just lost a tutor who constantly filled the classroom wif laughters and jokes. and for me, i will definetely miss being " suang" by him. like what he says he's gonna treasure time spent sua-ing me. but before the class ended, instead of the usually thing he says that im a boy, he commented that today i looked like a girl.but seriously, although he always sua me but i really liked his class alot. its amazing how a teacher can make the lesson fun and makes the student loves the lesson. i could easily see the diff between V and MK lesson, one i love and one i DREAD SO BADLY! one make me LAUGH, one make me GO TOILET.--> figure that out.

and i realised how very much i hate to constantly change tutor/lecturer.
first kumar (stat)
next yuzhen ( econ and math)
next ken ( banking)
next Ben ( banking)
and now alan ( accounting)

though the fact i know there's constantly a change in tutor, but i just realized i have got a changed of lecturer/tutor for all modules, with the exceptional of mingzai, vincent, dr swami who was there throughout. and HOPEFULLY THEY WONT LEAVE. 



if you're meant to leave, please dont be nice to me. i dont want to miss you.

pout pout pout ):

and 3 weeks of madness. cny is coming, but im not even excited at all. in fact i dread it, a day near to cny= a day nearer to exam.and we're in the barring game. and for this 2 weeks no photoshoot for me ):

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crashingfun
09 February 2010 @ 12:54 am
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i want my tigger, pink jacket and pink teddy bagg!
its been at my brother house since xmasssss! my xmas gift and its still thereeeeeee ):
i want them all back! ))): esp my comfy pink thick jacket. HEHEHE.PINK! yES ITS PINK <3
 
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crashingfun
05 February 2010 @ 06:42 pm
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hope for the best in my studies, and peace within myself, dont gan chiong shengjia (:
 


something wrong wif me. why am i watching show when i ought to be studying? whats more when exam is just 2 weeks away and when i know almost nothing about my modules. when right now, i ought to be busy, mugging and i ended up watching show. *slap myself* i dont even have enough sleep, but now im watching show. bahhh.

and today during econ class, i went to the toilet twice, and i nearly used up all the toilet papers. ( if you get what i meant, not diahorrea, not stomachache) and apparently i guessed most of my school clique knows what happened except i know one person IVAN who doesnt get it. tsk tsk tsk. well but lunch wif them was hilarious. all the stupid jokes, ranging from perfume, to jensen hooking girls IN the PIANO. made me smile. (:

and next week is the last week before my one week chinese new year break.and well, not having to go school is great, but having to chiong like mad isnt goood at all.i sense im going to have panic attack very sooon again. well at this this week wouldnt be so tiring afterall. must rest myself well before the crazy week comes! oh yes, and im telling myself to love, heart economics. because ECONOMICS SUCK BIG TIME NOW! ): economics is such a headache.and school work load is increasing!

assignment, exam papers, exam reports,textbook,essential readsing,vle, internet research,study guide, lecture notes,own notes,powerpoint slide.GG-goood game!

but even say, i will still SMILE (: hardwork will be paid offf. anyway gtg nowww, time to buy my currry chicken for dinnnner! HEHEEHEH =D and off to tv again =x


 


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crashingfun
03 February 2010 @ 08:52 pm
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and i just realised TODAY that VLE is fun, coool and enjoyable. i think im so gonna LOVE IT <3
 
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03 February 2010 @ 08:30 pm
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even when i thought you looked better in the way i thought you would be, it turned out to be otherwise. well although so, i would like you to stay the same stay the way just as you are. at least in this way, you will made my stomach stirred and not take another look at you. things has changed, maybe its just the outside that changes, maybe its the inside and the outside, although so, SO what? (:

living in the same country, or rather same tiny country, yet we're far away. i wont hope anything, but rather focus on what's important and leave out what is not. many things in life, we're just not in control of it. we may think we are but actually in fact we're not. just let GOd has His way. If its ;His way, things will go, if not, there's nothing i can do. meanwhile all i can do is pray about you.

and well, i did said a little prayer about you, and it turned out the way i wanted it. God please let it stay that way..... you're almost like a "pretty girl"...................... *cough*

my blog, my say, and the freedom to type what i want (:
many things are just good for the individual soul.

gonna get cracking on school works! tooodles! :D
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crashingfun
01 February 2010 @ 01:41 am
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just completed the debate speech, or rather just finishing writing it. i hope its okay;.but i haven memorise and practice my speech yet.

and tommorrow gonna be a challenging day for me. its my first time doing presentation not counting those "anyhow" prsentation i did back in secondary school.

first time presentation,
first time doing public speaking,
first time doing debate

first time first time, and first time today i had chalet wif my cell grp 4 and im unable to sleeepover. upset upset. and i know they are having fun right now, while im at home preparing for the debate and of cos right now bloggging.HEHE. today a goood good time spent wif cell grp, although only meiyan,elaine,laypeng,pf, and me was there. but still we had LOTS OF FUN! =D



first time first time.
and there's going to have more FIRST time things in life to come.
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crashingfun
30 January 2010 @ 11:33 pm
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3 in a row,  A.R.S

enough. withdraw and not put myself in such a situation.



monday, please dont ever come. and i just hope to stay at home tommorrow and not go out. i dont want to face debate meeting,i dont know what's going on. well there's chalet tommorrow, and i've lost the mood to go. well in fact, i already forseeen something about it.


and i realised the people you mixed with really will affected you alot.
cheerful,negative, hardworking,religious,smart...........will have a highly impact on you.
so who do you choose to mixed with, and oh well, cheerful, a very cheerful friend that always smiling and making the people happy, theres only one person in my mind, and which is eeyer (:


no point showing your emotions, cause it doesnt help. remain silent is a better way instead. it dont hurt others and showing other that you are affected doesnt helped yourself too.


others doesnt care about the process, they only care about the outcome.
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crashingfun
29 January 2010 @ 09:31 pm
3days to debate  
a pretty "drama week, starting from what i heard from karen, and also about R, and the school barring students. and im so thankful im not barred, and i dont want to, my wifey got barred and well her inital ideas was to go back thailand and quit school, after my conversation wif her, she thought through and i guess probably she wont.^^V i hope she dont! later my wife go back thailand andhave mistresssss HOW?! HAHA you know how wanted "girls" are wanted there.

anyway got to know im the first speaker for debate on monday. considering the easiest role though, but his means i have to be the first to speak, which is pretty SCARY. gonna wear butterfly clothes on monday. HEHE ^^V oh yessss remember to SMILE on monday, 5 mins debate, I WILL CONQUER YOU.


was told some pple wante to see how R going to embarrassed himself on monday. sad but true.
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crashingfun
27 January 2010 @ 07:51 pm
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more often than not, we hate to train, hate to go through things we dont like.
but sometime only under training will you grow and the more you do it, you will slowly began to get used to it and finally......like it (:
 
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crashingfun
25 January 2010 @ 08:53 pm
feel loved <3  
I LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH MUCH <3




shengjia feel very loved <3
hug hug hug! <3

thanks for those people who shown me concern regarding me quitting school issue. to be frank, initially when others asked me regarding that issue, i was even doubting others, half my mind i was thinking was people concern about me or were they plain K PO?

well receive sms, msn and even call and it really brighten up my day. from church friend to secondary school to school friend. im slowly to realised that people dont express their love only by mere words but by actions words too. actions means so much more compared to words.

special thanks to


elaine-for the msn conversation
meiling and rongping- for waiting for me in school today although we didnt have the same class today and in the end ,,..only to be told by me that i didnt go school
jj- for asking if im going to school today, though i dontknow why(cos normally he dont)
audrey drey- for msging me!

lastly was kenn- for CALLING ME! =D thanks alot boy,im really touched <3 asking if im alright and showing concern


but all in one, thank youuuuuuu ALL OF YOU! A BIG THANK YOU!
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crashingfun
24 January 2010 @ 09:35 pm
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this 4 months of school. may just be the last time im studying.
although i dislike studying and going school.
but i really want to continue school-ing.
 
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crashingfun
24 January 2010 @ 09:33 pm
not so good stuff  


some not good stuff that happened lately,

1. results
2. dad health
3. pf grandfather death

my school POST my results to my doortstep and dad saw it. ta-da. gg. i may be quitting school. not because the school kicked me out or what. definetely not. ha.

and oh ya. shared wif someone and didnt get a very good feedback. i guess she/he said it without much thoughts. (:

anddddddd i nearly lost my dad.nearly lost him this week. to be precise wednesday. everything happened when i was in school.and what i meant was he was near death. he went to the emergency department and everything was so serious all the doctors panicked.

and lastly, i realised i've lost interested in many things. the things which i once like/love no longer do i like/like as much. well maybe i just dont care. ??? i really dontknow.

" everything looks okay outside" this was what i was told. and its so true.
"dont complain so much"

less than 1 month to exam.
one week to debate session. HOW?!

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crashingfun
22 January 2010 @ 05:31 pm
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stop forcing me
cant you tell im not interested?
irritated.

end of story.maybe we should part, i know i wont miss a thing.
 
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crashingfun
22 January 2010 @ 12:24 pm
cherishing each moment  


cherishing each moment that i have,
because everything does not stop changing and moving.
changing and leaving is up in my head now. but i guess the finally say will be known months later.
after the exams. right now, all this is better left aside. need to concentrate become my results are totally like. POO POO.
like what my dad said to me, if i dont do well, the cert could be used to wipe backside =.= useless and be thrown away.
so what im one of the youngest in my school, this doesnt mean i could waste my time right, others hold certificates that i do not, they went through things i dont. there's so much more for me to know and experience.im just like a little dot in this dot singapore, dot in a dot.

time check

1 month to second mock.
3 month to UOL exam.
3.5 months to holidays---3 months holidays! YAY
8 months to year 2

3 months of holidays in exchange of 3 months of chionging.

party time's over. shengjia remember that!
 
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crashingfun
22 January 2010 @ 12:49 am
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how long will i stay?
how long can i stay?
and how long should i stay?

it feels like 2 step forward and on step backward, i can fall and slipped anytime, i think i almost got the answer yet how certain am i?
and M** found  some funny stuff somewhere and i think one day M** will know what happen. maybe just a matter of time? i know what i ought to do, yet i just want it to be there. its like waiting to be killed. pretty stupid i know.

can i not see your face again?
till now, sometime i still want to know the answer God reason behind all this.
still wondering..


lets your enemies bring the best out of you.
 
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crashingfun
21 January 2010 @ 05:43 pm
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just recieved 17 adobe documents files from lecturer andrew. goodness man. SO MUCH TO READDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!! ):

if only there's 48 hours per day. HAHA

and now the next thing is, i got chosen and being put into the debate team two weeks from now. debate.need to meet up wif my team to discuss another first time experience, but im scared. how should i go about doing it? even appearance counts. and i need to voice out my voice loud without speaker across the whole of the BIG of 206 (which is a pretty big lecturer hall =/ )

*imaginging people shouting throughout the whole debating session O.O*
sound like a room of mad people uh.


wheeee, and tml i got no class ^^V mingzai took "singapore airline to hawaii for $500"    i bet some of your are confused now. HAHA.well ... he went for reservice lah :p

exam exactly one month from now. 30 days =x
and i came to know that my lecturer remark everyone exam script and even david the top scorer who scored 94 his marks got slashed half.and he only got like 47? then how about me? =/

17 adobe files + debate + exam = enough pls, but i know there's more to come.
oh yes i was told today that i looked so different, well maybe?
just contact lens, some bb cream and eye liner, how much different can that be? i wonder? maybe? well in fact im pretty used to this kind of comments already. all this is just changes.

if you cant stop changes, you're gonna love it. and great, im actually starting to love changes, stepping out of iomfort zone can be fun at times. just going to get used to it. i know i fear about the day of debating, but i know when i think back, im going to love it. =D

LOVE THEM! <3
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crashingfun
21 January 2010 @ 04:31 pm
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brought my new adapter today! *YAY* the three "pretty girls" went wif me. junwen,jj and ching seng. or should i say we went to there to accompany jj? we're sucha nice people right,to accompany jj to buy his itouch cover =x  LOL, please dont kill me "the 3 pretty girls"

anyway went to ecp last sun and it was not too bad,firs time ecp wif classmate! and thomas was trying to be cute, he was behind us blading while we were cycling. trying to win us uh. celebrated fee bday that day too, her 22th bday. and guess what, the bday girl didnt got cake smashed on her face, but instead i got smashed on the face instead. zzzzzz. its feels more like my bday uh.  thomas the BAD boy  who started out everything,he smashed it right on my face and of cos, everything happen. he started it and in the end he got the most cake smashed all over his body. MUAHAHA. FUN! ^^V

and there's air show coming up next 2-7feb! whoosh! i didnt even know until "hot boy" told me. HEHEHE, okay i shall goooooo!
air show and river anghao for photoshooot!


tml is exactly one month from my next mock exam. still so much to catch up.
 

 
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crashingfun
14 January 2010 @ 12:30 pm
doesnt need company  



i dont need company, i can do it on my own. company is something extra.
just say it that you dont want to accompany someone. stop twisting here and there. its irritating.
gonna keep my distance , dont want to hold hopes and get threw down. so keeping the distance is th best. if you dont mean something, please dont give others the wrong idea

gonna try one last time, before i give up.
and dont bother "someone" again.dont talk and just ignore. walk away.
A.O tsk tsk tsk.

AO + integration + photography assignment + yesterday optical shop experience= PISSED.


 


 
 
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crashingfun
11 January 2010 @ 12:56 am
shot wif shifu thomas  
 
some of the pictures that i took lately, my noob shots (:

 
orchard xmas lighting
 

 
playing wif the fountatin and coca cola.

flower :D

( all pictures are up, just for the sake for my dear tingting)
to tingting: do you feel very honoured? HEHE :D but why your blog got no pictures for me to see too ): 
had a great shooting today yesterday( past midnight)
shot all the way from tanjong pagar to chinatown to clarke quay.
its sound pretty far ah, but well yet i think its near though, all maybe i was too caught up taking pictures and talking to my shi fu.
HEHEH, went with nathida, may and shi fu,(thomas) today. really grateful thats he came all the way to guide us along. whats more i only got to know him only on friday. sucha  nice nice guy. a very impressive guy though. saw his pictures, and after seeing his, and i compared it wif mine,
well mine simply look horrible, no standard at all. that on the spit second i feel like deleting all my pictures. they're so ugly compared to his. but looking at the amount of time i spent on it, i decided not to. i cant compared myself wif him. he's a pro and im a noob.

oh yesssss, my shifu even shoot for national geographic. how cool is that.
oh yessss dad agreed in allowing me to go oversea shooting wif him. thats the cooolest thing of all.didnt expect i will be able to go oversea shooting with a teacher, cause usually the oversea trip would cost a BOMB. like 2k for a cambodia/china trip for twin sharing for about a week or less. i could have fly back and fro to russia. LOL.( thats what alex told me)

reallly happy to know thomas! signed up a account on flickr, anyone thereeeeee? if not go create a account there kay! :D i dont have any photos there yet, shall upload pretty soon. so no more pictures for fb, all shall be on flickr. HEHEE.

oh yes and i got thomas and the train water bottle, the same name as my teacher, thomas ^^ V



BACk to school tommorrow again, suddenly feel ultra siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

edited: i didnt get barred for any subject. YAY! vincent gave me a second chance to prove myself. YAY! he's my favourite lecturer,as always :D

photography assignment almost done. 90% yay! next is to print them out. 8R size.

 
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crashingfun
10 January 2010 @ 02:16 am
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training my patience.

hate training my patience. roar. instead of training it, it always got me frustrated and irritated. zzzzz

hate it.
 
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