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light painting

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 05:29:34 GMT

light painting is coool to the max! i cant wait to try it out and have some fun!
i realised im starting to like art more and more. cooolido stuff (:
photography + light painting= COOL COOL stuff

thanks jensen for sharing with me this super coool stuff. ^^

life is getting more and more interesting and exciting! WHEE! more and more colorful!

i love my camera more and moree <3

oh yes weiling is flying off to egypt later.8pm flight, have fun ya! i'll miss you.HEHE, see you on 31dec! COUNTDOWN! ^^v

time for some xmas lighting shooting. laterr!

gonna make my holidays a fruitful, different and goood one! tee-hehehe

2 more weeks of holiday left, but it feels so short.

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 08:55:15 GMT

one week of school holidays has past, 2 more weeks.though the mater of fact that there's still 2 more weeks left, i know its gonna past by me REAL fast ): still got lots of things that i have yet to do.

the on my top to do list: go for photo shoot! need to hand in my assignment by 15 jannnnnnn 2010. which is like less than a month! aiming for a distinction! ^^v going to try my best,

2009 is coming to an end, which means my holidays is ending, and numerous things has happened. awaiting for a new year, new start (:

meeting osokin for dinnner later ^^ and shall check out that limited edition nike bag, still thinking if i should get. probably yes. only brought 3 tops, 1 PINK tee-shirt dress, 1 jacket, but im still NOT SATISFIED.

oh yes, iam going to throw away my 3 pairs of contact lens. i need NEW contact lens, shall i try purple this time? or it look weird?

new dslr- D90. baby love

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 16:53:42 GMT

got my new toy today! a toy only for adult, im a young adult, HEHE. hello d90,and i shall dump back my previous olympus camera to sister in law again. me with my new toy, and she can have the old one. :p

time for some shooting, finally will be able to shoot xmas lighting, i sooo cant wait. better get my butt off before xmas is hereee!

and yes, time to do my photography assignment, i got less than a month to my date due. and i haven even start on it yet. holiday is here, but i still need to chiong my this assigment. its my passion to shoot, but not chiong to shot. festive season is around the corner. hopefully get to capture some precious/beauiful moments. (:

shall go and "study" the user guide, zzz hate reading user guide, when is the last time i ever read a user guide? soooooooo long? maybe when i got my first handphone? sec 1? never mind, once im done reading then i will be able to play.

and yay, shimin wants to go shooting with me, i got someone to help me carry my tripod. HAHHA. bully her! HEH. she wanted to tag along. HEHE</p>

prettty pictures, here i come! =D

waves "hello" to D90!

pastor jun kai?

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 08:55:15 GMT

oh yess, i forgot something, regarding about what junkai shared with me yesterday. he shared with me God gave him the vision to become a pastor, not just once but many times. wow. im impressed and shocked. WOW O.O

getting camera later!

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 06:52:55 GMT

eeee, dad told me he's only bringing me to buy camera on tue/wed. from mon/tue to tue/wed. eeeeeeee!

so lateee, i still want to go shoot for xmas lighting, especially the BIG PINK ribbon and that super big LV deco bag outside taka. so prettty! xmas is soo near and i dont want to squeeze with the crowd.

calleddad just now and even thought of asking him to bring me to bring it later, but nahhhhhh, CANT. dad busy with his work, and got no time to entertain me. SNIFF ): i so cant wait to take picture on new camera!

cant wait to play with my new toy. this year i got a big xmas present. the biggest xmas present ever. ^^ v

gonna "rob" town with my girls tommoorrrow. WHEEE! i cant wait. haven go for a shopping spree for ages

edited: dadddy says he's gonna get me my camera laterrrrrrrr! WHEEEE! hope i will get a good deal and not get chop , and they will have stock too!

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 09:18:40 GMT

oh yes, i know my blog getting boring, all words and no pictures right. heh.

accompany sister in law to cck hillview green to children party,last sun 13/12/09.

look at the almost of cupcakes available there! Wow right!

my nephew holding soo many helium ballons

running around with the ballons!

getting new toy on tue

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 08:58:44 GMT

dadddy gonna get me my new toy on tuesday. its soooo long, still got one week to go, i wonder if i can hurry him and asked him to get my new toy tommorrrow.

my new toy- cameraaaaaaa! ^^V D90 and not D24 HOR. zzzzz although the fact that i wanted d300s though =x but as the matter of being a noob, d90 would be good enough for me. nevr mind, i shall upgrade a new camera when i get better. i want a super good camera. HEHEHEHE :D greedy me =x

oh yes and im still waiting for yeevonn aka eeeyer :p to come back and go shooting with meeee. that horrible girl, had exam with me at the same test and flew straight to japan on the day the exam end. horrrible horrible girl right? im just kidding :p 28 dec! im waitingggg! you've been missed love.

At the ground that we stand...
Memories are slowly fading away...
We forget what took us here...
Because we are blinded by our own success...
What left behind are the forgotten steps

i want to shoppppppppp~!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 07:46:43 GMT

i WANT to shop , NEED to SHOP and MUST SHOP!
i need to get soo many thingssssssss! i want to go on a shopping spreeee, im in a shoppping mood !

if i dont shop sooon, im sure i will GO MAD, and yes i want to SHOP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

D24

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 06:28:47 GMT

there's has been many nikon models around, such as D300,D300s, D90, D40, D60 and so on, and guess what i found. D24!

since the cost of camera are always based on specification, hmm, i guess this one would different, probably based on weight? how much is per kg? =D

found out something

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 04:13:10 GMT

i found out about something yesterday and saw that something today. i guess its good i found out but im alittle upsett that i was not informed." your fault" what kind of word is that> =x. maybe i did the same before as well. and now its complicated,i wonder what's going on. will i ever be informed?

its not too busy, but its a matter of choice.

photography drama

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 16:16:18 GMT

i got a new drama show to watch, photography drama,dtowntv, hehe, i hope its gonna be entertaining and good. gonna catch it soon!

hmm,right now, my body's and my mind aint cordinating properly. i had a tired body but a awake brain. wonders of the human body, can someone explain to me why?

what you want now, may not be necessary be good for you. be patient......think.

no more mock exam!

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 13:21:58 GMT

EXAMS ARE OVER like FINALLY!

wheeeee! the mock has finally come to an end, and my holidays is here, for 3 weeks. yes, and finally i can SLEEP, SHOP, REST, RELAX and ENJOY! its just a short three weeks. and yes im super sad, why is my whole school clique LEAVING SINGAPORE! ): like the whole 7 of them :/ great, and im so gonna be alone in singapore, not just that almost all my good friends are leaving tooo, only with a exceptional few that remains in singapore. girlfriends are still in singapore ^^

oh yes, i forgot to mention, headed off with clique to suki sushi since there are 8 of us, we were separated into 2 tables. i was with ivan, jensen,jj and ml , and the other was sandy,rp,ivan and cs. and oh yesssssssss, I ATE THE MOST! and i ate less than what i normally would eat during buffet. and sandy's today was shocked about the almost of food we ordered, its really nothing, really.its just that the guys eat too little. ESP JENSEN.any girl can easily beat him,never seen a guy who eat soooolittle, really. and during lunch time i was telling them how much my cell grp pple can eat and they were shockedd.haha.after our meal time and everyone went during separated ways.and im only gg to see them next year, next year, although its just a mere 3 weeks, but i know i will definetely miss them. the bunch of crazy people! (:

the word next year keep coming out of people mouth, we're just 2 weeks to 2010, sooo fast.too fast for me to catch up. meanwhile, those who's having holidays, LET"S ENJOY and to those np student, JIAYOUUU YA! ONE MORE WEEK!

tonight, i shall have a goood good sleeep! good and long sleeep!

holiday quickly comeeeee!

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 12:23:55 GMT

3 more papers 3 more days
currentlyleft with the following papers

wednesday- statistics 1, english study skills
friday- mathematics 1

yes, i so cant wait for the exam to end, i hate the life that i have now. totally no life. zzzzzz! i have the verge of tearing all the papers and not study, yet i still myself, no , i cant, im studying not just for myself, but for God, daddy and myself. i dont want to let daddy be disappointed again. so i put everything on hold now. P-a-u-s-e , shall let my mind be filled with nothing but studies. gonna be a good good girl (:

and loads to do in my holidays! the year coming to a end! time to do a resolution soooooooon. but first xmas is coming, time to SHOP!

and oh yes, im going to get my cameraaaaaaa! CANT WAIT, d90 or d300s?
and i want to go holiday toooooooooo ):

okay, i shall chiong for my tommorrow, stat paper now.ciao ciao!

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 09:30:30 GMT

TWO PAPERS DOWN!
FOUR MORE PAPERS TO GO! =D

6 papers in 4 days.

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 11:07:53 GMT

EXAM STARTS TOMMORROW!
6 papers in 4 days

KILL EXAM KILL EXAM KILL KILL KILL! (:
whole weeek of mugging! CHIONGGGG!
one more week, shengjia endureeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

one more day to mock exam!

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 16:51:44 GMT

one more day, just one day left for studying and my MOCK EXAM IS HERE. first mock. and there's 2 more to come. zzzzzzzzz!

shengjia is a nervous kid now. sleepless night! nervous.everyday school. home.study.
right now i totally have no life man! even had school on saturday today. well though i missed church today well at least i had alot of fun during lesson today. 3 lessons in alan class, like woah, first time and hopefully not the last one, he's always never failed to make class entertaining and fun. the room is always filled with jokes,laughters, his constant ringing phone!
i love my accounting bunch of people so much! im glad i had alan as my tutor and this bunch of people, if not accounting would be such a BORING topic. my used to be favourite subject in sec school, but when seeing how danny teaches, we'll put us to lala land.....

well today had a good laugh in class + super alot of foood stuff down my throat + a 'WOW' conversation with "james". this guy is from indo and i tell you, he told us he got "man" under him like wow, and he shared with me his life in indo, he's like a mini king/boss back there! ie. if he's not happpy with this person, he can easily pay money to his man to wack the person up. andddddd if the students are not happy with the teachers they can just slap the teachers. this is just small issue, can even kill someone. doenst all this sound like what we also see on tv? o.0 and well he told me he even slapped the teacher before. little gangster ah. LOL. also whatever he wants to get just give a call and the thing will be delivered to him. he even went to a school for the rich to learn how to behave. its like in his country, money is really everything. and today he treat us to lunch at big bird, a really nice dinning place, right beside tcc,i like that place. and he's also treating alan 2 days hotel/resort for free! a very generous guy ya!

but when he comes to singapore, he lost all power. no more king nor boss.

i want to hear more stories from him. soo interesting. i love today classs. SOO GOOOOD! and i sat beside my wife-y today!

next week going to be a whole week of madness exam! especially MONDAY! economic and banking and finance paper all in a day. *faint* my sleepless night shall continue. one more week and i shall PARTYYYYY but............ its a short 3 weeks =x next friday after exam going to FEAST, EAT EAT EAT. FAT FAT FAT FAT. dont care ah, i just want to eat, rest, sleep straight after exam! :p

half truth.

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 13:58:40 GMT

i'm cold beyond words can say.
half truth is not the truth, its assymetric information.
it is only the truth when the whole truth is out, cause the other half of the truth could mean a whole lot different.
and half truth cause moral hazard.

moral harzard and assymetric information, are words i learnt in school in the module" banking and finance' and WOW, i didnt know i could actuallly applied it here too.

words left unsaid, truth said halfway, what's the different.

daddy's and brother's leaving.

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 10:07:10 GMT

is angry and sad now.
you've crossed the line.
again and again history repeats, when will you ever learned your listen.
i dontwant to talk to you.
why do you have to make it so hard to love you?
finally understood why we're/ i'm in such a situation.
maybe its us, maybe its you? who?
can this ever be solved or am i slowly losing hope?
one moment i was told to be mature and the next minute, you crossed the line and i broke down immediately.
i cried like a baby. one can be mature in one aspect and immature at the other aspect.
remember, there's always a flip side to anything.
call me childish, call me a boy, and i say i dont care, when im told when people say they dont care actually they care the most,when let me tell you, sometimes its true, but now i really dont.

i guess im really very weird, i dont even understand myself very well.
suddenly i feel like moving out renting a room outside and leaving on my own.
put aside studies, where's as i have to say studies do used up a lot of my time,theres so manythings things i need/wants/settle to do.
simply just putting them all on hold. P-A-U-S-E. i hope i will be able to press the pause button long enough till the exam ends.

daddy's and brother going to be oversea tommorrrow, not another time daddy leaves oversea without me. i just HOPE i can survive and not miss him too much. i dont want to cry, be in my room alone missing daddy. there are things i may not say,cause i dont have the courage, but at times i pull out my courage and says stuff like" i miss you, i love you" i really meant it.this words has made me tongue tight too many times. there's so many things i have yet to tell him when he left jus now. chaos happen just now. and i didnt even get to say goodbye to you ):

oh no. i better stop this entry now. this entry is getting alittle too emotional. i shall end it happy, daddy going to spurge on me when he's back. he's wants to get me another dslr camera,i think i will get that, or is there something else i can get?

bit by bit, starting to close myself up.
computer can be my best friend.
im sorry people if recently i have been a little cold towards you, i just dont feel like talking. i will be back to myself sooon.
if you read all this above, wow, im sorry to have made you bored.

first mock exam.

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 13:18:48 GMT

Time until Sunday, December 6, 2009 at 11:59:59 PM (Singapore time)

19		days
458		hours
27534		minutes
1652099		seconds

1st paper dec 7 2009. and im greeted with 2 papers in a day. really madness!
having killer economics paper and banking and finance. KILLER PAPERS TOGETHER! oh great, economics is a paper alone that itself can kill everyone and now its going to be mixed with banking. its going to be a crazy day that day. well this is only half mock. and when march comes, where the full mock comes. GOOD LUCK MAN. 6 hours of exams in a day. i can really pulled all my hair out then. stressful and crazy. 2.5 years more. endurance shengjia. and at where i am now,.im bound to fail everything. yes and im serious. no joke.just look at the pathetic progress report also known as report card and its so disappointing reallly. im getting 0 marks for math? how wonderful is that. well, go ahead laugh at my result.its really okay. say im a slacker and my cert is going to be toilet paper if i dont do well. really. go ahead. really i will take it as a deaf ear. (:

im so not prepare for my mock really.
2 person quitted school already. WOW. my school people are just too rich and quitted school just like that. wow. first her, now him.
good luck joey at UNLV. btw, joey's a guy. not refering to meiyan here.hahha (:

miscarriage and abortion

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:39:49 GMT

from someone blog. shall not name it.

"2 of november 2009 is a unexpected date for me.Ard 4 am in the morning,Bf sent me to KKH, the first word i hear from the doctor saying" you are having a miscarriage", baby is coming soon. My water bag have burst.I was stunned. Bf was there for me thru out the whole day at ard noon time, I gave birth. It was a baby boy:) with no heart beat..I have no choice but to let the baby go.Bf went to see our baby for the last time but i was not allowed as i can't move..Thats was the end of our baby boy..Till today i still cannot let it go, i still cry in the middle of the night, but too bad we have no fate..

Baby, rest in peace
Mummy love you:) "

gosh the moment i saw this, i was like WAH.my heart miss a beat, its like MISCARRIAGE! i was doing my assignment and then i stopped a little while to read blog. and then i read all those up above. immediately my mind wenrt blank, the sudden urge to stop whatever im doing and just unable to think..FOr a moment ,i placed myself in her situation and thought for a while.

its ultra saddd, although i dontknow what happen to her, but i know, its a really horrible feelings. like what i heard in the past, every baby is being held by GOd hands onto this earth, its such a pity.really. and i got this linked back to how fortunate we are to be borned and how sad for those who had to go through abortion. its like right there you';re going through abortion not wanting the child, and at the same time, someone else is trying to save the child, but was unfortunately unable to do so... thus misccarriage. that feelings is more than words can say.

acoustic event by stansfied

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 04:25:26 GMT

YOOO-HOOO!

ytd was a GREAT day! with great sermon and great time sharing.and we managed to chit chat abit here and there. and when it was time to leave i was reluctant to go. drag my feet and left ); it sucks to be leaving early week after week. but well next weeek karaoke + sleepover at my place+ no more leaving early on saturday= LOVE LOVE.

yesterday acoustic event by stansfied at SMU tree house cafe. was gooood! had lots of laughters and fun!
thanks for those who came down. especially thanks to JJ, yeevonn, yuzhen,meiling, fee who came down! =D im bias to them, cause they came down to support me. they give me face. they gave me so much face that now i got thick skin! LOL LOL. haha im just kidding, im blushing now already :p

the acoustic event, was filled with lovely beatiful songs, like taylor swift love story, i want nobody nobody but you, and even titanic song was being played! like wow! it was a blast (: we sat around the table and laughters and jokes filled the air. oh yes and alot of teasinggggggggg! =x

yeevonn was the brave little girl, talking to all my girls! not girl ah, she's never shy, well at least i didnt see before, and after she left someone even told me something about her.*cough cough* only that person and yeevonn knows. wait theres another person. oh yess and its so unfair, rajiv was her personal waitrer! but in the end , because he was known to be slow and inefficient i ended up being yeevonn waitress, or should i say everyone waitress. and oh yes, i gave yuzhen a plate of grass to eat! colesaw , cabbage and some raisin. then JJ on the other hand, half the time he was tooo attracted by one of the performing pink girl, and practically looked at her throughout her whole performance, JJ you're interested in her already ahhh! and meiling half the time she's was laughing away, giggling and more gigglingggg! Fee was also another one laughing at me and teasing meee!

and yessss, i got a new nickname for myself again ytd. *bang wall* i was being called by 3 different person.JJ boyfriend ( please dont kill meee), yeevonn and ytd acoustic pple! *ahlamak* am really that thing?but it was fun still.

pictures to be up sooon! im having backache now, i can only typed but too tired to move my butt! :p
oh yes just a random thought, am i really very nice to be tease? everyone was practically teasing me ytd
you can leave me a comment and tell me :D

happy happy girl (:

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:03:11 GMT

shengjia is feeeling happpy happy ever since 330 pm! =D

reached home at 330 and the moment i laid on bed. and there goes my phone ringing :D
meiling and sandy" arlow shengjia ah, where are you" and great i was home already. after not getting a reply from sandy about wheather we're meeting to get a gift for " someone" ( ishall not reveal now) but i guess its pretty obvious for those who knows about it. (: since back then i got bad bad fluuuu. my nose is like a running tape.keep AH CHEW-ing non-stop! who's missing me so much which caused me to sneeze so muchm, better own up! :p whats more last night before i sleep and this morning after i woke up, im still having headache.
imagine headache+ bad flu. very poor thing hor.. ): but im alright now =D

so after on the way there, had a chit chat session about like 1 hr talked with rongping, and its was goooood. its was a good good one :D more talk sesssion okies girl (: hop around for " someone" gift, we got it pretty fast though :D reached vivo at 5and left at 640 to meet pf at clementi for discipleship. and in the end. wel never do discileship ah! cos i didnt know im suppose to prepare before hand =x never mind we had a good time chattting and talk until super shoik, and got to start thinking things for my beloved small groups. its gonna be alittlehard, but with i will shall tap into GOd strength for help.
although, today didint happen much, but today just a happy happy day, minus the fact that i didnt study at all. bad girl shengjia ): being happy is the best thing ever! =D

and tml is my school acustico event, hopefully it will be a blast ((:
shengjia doesnt want today to end, but at the same time is excited about tml tooo.yes you are right, im so contradicting. =P gonna see my cell grp/small grp/school friends/beloved secondary school friends toooo! YOOOO-HOOOO! :D
LOVE LOVE <3 <3

no point dwelling on unhappy/sad stuff, there's always something to be happy about (:

wheeee!

irritatig card error

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 08:43:03 GMT

people are just there to help you but not there for you to rely on. so instead of asking/waiting/hoping for others to help you, HELP yourself instead. reliance can be a BAD THING. you grew too reliance on it and once its gone, GAME OVER. you still have to do it for yourself. nothing last forever, except God's love is forever.

and i agreed on the 'watch what you say' you never know how much your words meant to others. a wrong of a word out of your mouth could kill a life. so think twice before letting anything out.

mann, ytd was sucha good good day and today is the totally opposite.well its not that bad, but its worst than a normal day. today= totally wasted.

sleepy+ tired+didnt have a goodnight sleep last night( 5 hours of disturb sleep and the thought of opression suckss, i dont want to think about it tonight)+ no photoshoot+ card error on my olympus camera+ dad angry&unhappy with me+out with dad the whole day and seeing his black face=BAD

im tireddd,yet i need to go out later and see whats i can do about the 'card error' ! its soo irritatingg! and hopefully i can a night shoot tonight? camera save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

great sermon + great steamboat with small grp = AWESOME.

Sat, 24 Oct 2009 16:54:39 GMT

On this day of your life, Shengjia, we believe God wants you to know ... that you have to pass through a dark night of the soul.

Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.

whoosh, another REALLY GOOD one =D GOd is waiting for me at the other side. oh yes and today sucha faboulous day! with AWESOME sermon on ' kill sin or it will kill you' i will kill you SINNNNNNN! ROAR. =D

great sermon + great steamboat + great time with small grp= AWESOME!
had a good time, talking and eating with my small grp, its been sucha long time since it was this good, this is just a start right, there's more to come! the non-stop eating and talking rubbish.though the dinner was alittle out of our intial budget but im sure the good times that we had tgt, covers it all right? once in a while, so it shld be alright yea? oh yes, i LOVE my small grp looking forward for more hangout with your! MORE MORE MORE!

shall upload photos of my pretties small grp people when twin weiling sent me the photos! =D WEILING, IM WAITING!

and i so need to shooppppp! im running out of this that this that. one more weeek, and shoppppp!

ahh. i need to sleeepp SOON! photo shoot tml! 2 session! ^^V morning and night. WHEE! im excited! but i need to wake up early REAL EARLY like prob 630/7? EEEE im excited yet at the same time, i wanna sleep longer. bahhh (:

loveyou small grp, love you people! <3

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 15:17:15 GMT

was playing around facebook and i saw this application, calculating all this for me, with the used of my date of birth. pretty cool ya (:
.
I've been living for 18 years
I've been living for 219 months
I've been living for 952 weeks
I've been living for 6,666 days
I've been living for 159,994 hours
I've been living for 9,599,689 minutes
I've been living for 575,981,382 seconds
I've breathed more than 91,250,073 times!
I've blinked my eyes more than 96,725,073 times!
My heart has beaten more than 671,978,230 times!

holiday coming! and yuzhen is leaving and im getting ill tooo ):
current down with flu + cough + sore throat + having a little breathing difficulties?
i dont want to spend my holiday being sickkk! my 1 week holiday SHORT holiday.

anyway here some photos, to share with your, i know you guys must be saying" finally there's pictures' HEHE,

bday surprise for jensen in school during today's 330 break time!

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jensen bday cake

the act ' dao' face

my always QI GUAI frienddddd :D

sandy bday! with ivan the late king still not there yet! " all girls photo" :p

tingting actual bday! with the pretty that ballon and my theme for her SWEET, aint she sweet that day ONLY. HAHA. with pretty pinkkk!